tt's me, my life n doreamon =)

=) contented

2009-06-16T22:47:00.000-07:00

HAPPY !!!

I never know it has come this far till a simple question set in.
tt moment i felt so fortunate; even if it is just a second or less.
Then i realised that happiness can be that simple.
it takes jux a second to replace with a day.

that second i felt so fortunate. =)

let the distance be shorter
let the time past slower
let our guts be stronger
let things go by itself
let me not leave my eyes off you
let you not leave ur eyes off me
let everyday be beautiful with you
let you not make me sad and disappointed each day
let you not leave me to fear

busy... tired... busy

2009-05-19T22:19:00.000-07:00

Have been busy with sch work recently plus the change in the working schedule have made my life going k-wire some days.

realising tt being too stress can never help is true.
and sometimes wat really is a consultation? hmmm...

i still dunno if we are on the right track or r we lacking far behind.

but for now when i finally sit down at my table n think with a clear n "non-sleepish" mind...

hohoho...there is so much that we have not done N theres so little time left to complete whatever tt we hav not yet done in the last few wks.

I really wonder if we r possible to finish them in time.

But i'm confident tt if we stay focus from this moment, we can do it!

WE CAN DO IT! =))

jia you ba!

N ya we went to changi airport last wk for bro.

n we were really late however luckily we r JUX in time.

hope the training in Thailand is no too harsh for u, bro. =)

Thx a lot everyone !!! =)

2009-05-19T21:27:00.000-07:00

I guess its finally a day tt i can put down everything for a moment and thank you those who have wished me on my birthday =) i noe its a bit late but i still think tt i shld thank all of them.

All DXPD ppl!

Peiling

Hui Xin

Hui Ying

Khai Wen

Jonica

Tim

Especially,

Siew Teng

Bethleen

Cheng Wen

(and all those who have sponsored =) )

It won't be such wonderful 18th bday without you all.

Thx a lot =))

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY !

2009-03-28T08:13:00.000-07:00

that the world is so unfair.
is only a short sentence in a conversation wif my fren to realise tt the world is unfair.
cherish wat you have n dun take it for granted, is all i wanted to say.
i dun even dare to giv a second tot to it tt it is so unfair.
becuz i noe i cannot be weak n hav to be optimistic.
now thinking abt it, it seems like the world is wonderful after all.

jia you bethleen !!! =))

a heart too small

2009-03-23T22:56:00.000-07:00

I love holidays =)
i can sleep as long as i want heex.
n i can work whenever possible =))
I can chat on phone for as long as an hour.(its considered long for me as there will sure be lots of nagging going on in between)

i went to grad show and IT fair with my parents n ate a cup of 'high class' ice cream which we even kept the little black spoon. relax..its mend to be thrown away after use. we din steal any thing =)

Den work as usual..din get to drink ice lemon tea for a mth until ytd hahax.

Although i said that i dislike playing mind games, i'm playing it too. Its only when you experience
it yourself den you will get the answer to why people r playing it. I dunno if i'm really playing it myself but its about not telling the person how you feel about it, how you dislike the person doing it and how much you want the person to change. I just cant get it out of my mouth, and that is why i chose to keep it to myslef. I dun wan to hurt anyone becuz i care not that i dun border. I dun wan to make things so awkward that we cant face each other next time.

Now i understand why ppl are playing it, it is becuz they are still struggling whether to say or not. Sometimes it is better not to noe den to noe.

I dislike hu i'm now..struggling to get my troubled mind out.
i want to be someone hu hav a big heart to except all imperfections, to be grateful for everything i have and not, generous to give and take.

poor thing to my finger

2009-02-28T08:08:00.000-08:00

wooo...this maybe one of the worst thing tt can happen in my life.
part of my left middle fingernail chipped or fly or sanded off TT
it happened on thurs when i meet siew teng n fren to do the model in the workshop.
wosh...i wanted to thinner the piece of wood and there my carelessness cuz me this pain.
i can even see my finger tip at the moment cuz it was covered wif blood.
the first thing tt comes to my mind is to wash it under the tap.
thx to my mum hu says "is the water even clean?"
ok tts a good question. hahax
n thx Mr Soh hu helped me to stop the bleed.
thanks tt siew teng and fren were there with me if not i wont noe where the clinic is.
i wont noe how to stop crying.
i wont noe how to call my mum.
i wont noe how to face all this.
thanks a lot my friends =))
thx beth for the concern =))

sometimes i feel tt my heart hurt more den my finger.

now still doing my model..now i realise how important my fingers are.
so sorry TT

2009-02-24T08:13:00.000-08:00

yeppy today went to fairfield for critique or jux helping up hahax.
i dunno i dun think i've given much help for them cuz i dunno wat is gd for them...
advice? suggestions? or jux simply meeting the basic criteria of the o'lvl ?
haiz i dunno. hahax

yea going with a heart tt is hanging somewhere else.
i dun wan to make guesses anymore.
i dun wan to consider sooo much for another person anymore.
i jux hope tt i can appreciate others kindness in the rite way.
i dun wan a be shallow person.
its only when i take everyone as only frens, things will be easier n simpler.
n i will hav more sleep instead of staying up n wait for something tt will nv happen.
becuz we r jux frens =)

thx di for the advice =)

initiating...

oh ya still working on my model...in a relax stage hahax
n borrowed some bks to read.
the feeling is so nice...
love holidays =))

big thx to my lady boss =))

2009-02-17T05:53:00.000-08:00

okie long long time nv update my post.
its either no time or simply dun feel like posting hahax

anyway lotssssss of thngs happened during this period of time.
theres this SAS charity concert thing that we r involved in.
i would say its not at the right time as theres soooo many submissions going on.
however i nv regret being involved in this event.
i've learnt sooo much.
i made some mistakes during the actual event but i guess no body really gt mad at me. =
n i was super guilty at tt point of time n becuz of my guiltiness, i made more mistake lolx
i'm so sry ppl.
thx for the concern too from the bottom of my heart E.=))
thx for trusting my ability to take the duty too.
its quite a responsibility to take i suppose.

Big thanks to yq, edward, grace, maggie n zk.
hope i will remember ur names.
n hope there r chances to work wif ur agn.
enjoyable day on 07012009

more to come...
=))

troubled.depress.sad

2009-01-19T07:10:00.000-08:00

I dunno i jux dun feel right today.
mood swing? maybe.
or isite tt i'm going through a mini low tide of my life right now?
i can feel that my eyes are teary
teary enough to flow down any min.
i dunno y? maybe i noe.
i jux hope tt i can do as much as possible to make things rounder.
i look forward to this CNY cuz its going to be a very different one...
i dun wish for more.
i jux wan to drink coke, lemon tea.
eat ba gua, pine apple tarts and a pot of steam boat.

vday really makes me feel sad alright. sobz.
i noe its going to be like the other years but i find it more diff compare to the other years.
in the sense tt my attitude towards it.
maybe i feel tt everyone ard me r gtting married hahahahah
jux kidding man.=)))

yea can i jux stop emoing aiyo~~

hmph

2008-12-22T08:38:00.000-08:00

okie i went to work today after the charity rehearsal thing
ehh i would say tt things dun go veri smooth at work
today working with one of the auntie
n i dun often work wif her so maybe she still thinks tt i'm not very familiar with the things to do n stuff
so she still treat me like a newbie
ermm i would say i really dun like the feeling
ok la thx fr taking care of me like a newbie make sure tt i dun make mistakes
but this is the fifth month tt i'm working ok
pls dun treat me like a newbie anymore =)
jux like telling ur parents tt u hav grown up hahax
i jux dun like it when wat eva i do she mas check tt kind of stuff yea
but after all its still a pleasant 5 hrs working wif her today=))

okie side track to charity rehearsal today
hahax funny funny things happen
n sry auntie=( i dun really wan to push it to u heex
but now u can push it back to me hahahahax =)))
n yep noe a guy from cyclist club tooo
n one violinist

oh ya den the past few weeks hav been hanging ut wif peiling hahax
we went out 3 times wow not bad ar hahax plus once wif hui ying n hui xin =))
yea hope u like the Christmas present heex
den we went orchard oso thx fr accompanying me to orchard =)
n we really like came back from some food fest hahax (nonya kwe, muji sneaks)

n ya happy burfdae ah kor =)
i bought something fr him ohh so sweet of me hahaax

yea tomo going out heex=))

oh ya before i end
today gt a guy came to our shop n chose a blue nacklace for veri veri long aiyoyo
he's like dam nice la where to find this kind of guys sia so sweet hahax his gf very fortunate lor
awww.

i dare not to think

2008-12-07T02:34:00.000-08:00

haiz en i jux told u tt i'm excited rite?

hmmm now maybe not.

not at all.

hahax cuz.... haiz nvm

i dun think i shld reveal too much rite, en? hahax

yep a lot of things happen this month ever since i've posted.

hahax happy not happy, emotional, annoying...

a lot.

gems. grp work tooooo...haiz

all grp wrks like tt, dun go smooth.

i think its really my prob, maybe someone hav to teach me abt this.

heard something from en last thurs.

kindda speechless hahax.

or rather shock to noe something tt kinnda the whole world noes except me.

i said kindda hahax jux being exaggerate here.

nvm its the past.

no point to dig in deeper.

but i oso grow up from tt.

at least it becomes a lesson fr me to learn

n tt it will remind myself not to do it agn

i hate to hurt ppl

but i oso hate ppl to hurt me.

i dare not to think deeper

i dare not giv myself any hope

i hope everything comes to a big fat beautiful fullstop.

n i'm sure we miss u mirror hahax =)

feel like giving up.

2008-11-08T02:25:00.000-08:00

this wk was really tiring man. idk when i will fall sick out of this man.
touch wood la of course i dun wanna fall sick.
doing assignments like a woodblock.
everyday not enough slp.
but the best thing is still cant finish my work.
best of the best
tt is wat makes u feel more exhausted.
n i dozed off during gems.=(
i feel extremely bad.
the lecturer is jux too nice.
i jux feel tt i owed her.
really.i tried my best to listen n taking down notes there she rushing the lesson so tt i can go off earlier.
thx mrs Lee, i will try my best to giv my full attention during ur lesson.=)

alright funny tings happened too recently
the moto aeroplane fly in from the field 5 mins after siew teng mention tt"later the plane fly in...".
den my drum stick drop on the table becuz of my "image" thing.
den this xuan hao giggling during carls liu talk(luckily i dun burst out)
there r more but i cam remember now
cuz my bro wanna use the Internet alright
lets continue nex time
n tt is wat he say in Mandarin

"blog ur head la; poke ur head."
i find tt it ryms n its funny.yep tts all.

ASSIGNMENTS!!!

2008-10-26T10:11:00.000-07:00

hmmm..its a wk full of assignments agn.

n this wk is not a veri joyful wk hahax

wat affects me most r family, frens n of course academic

n maybe something else too =)

this wk is academic definitely

i really nd help in this man really

i dunno how to go abt doing well fr those pragmatic n synthetic analysis

i jux dunno how, really.

its driving me crazy abt making it up to standard.

i dun wanna go abt consult him before i try n try n try.

i jux hope tt i can find a way out one day, soon.

n i'm working towards it hahax

n i'm no longer playing this game anymore hahax

tired of it. feel so relieve when i'm out of it.

i've not been updating fr sooo long hahax

hmm theres too many things going on these days n

i so vexed to speck out so theres nthing to blog abt ???

hahax part of it is still assignments

ahhhhh...i hate this stress tt makes me feel sooo tired

i realised tt i easily gt stress over little little things

but i'm really worried tt i cant follow up

especially theres a lot of IT stuff in this sem. but i will work hard

jia you jia you my frens too =)

this Ps n inernet hav been troubling me since last sem my gosh

pls gt it fix quickly man i cant take it anymore

but this Ps is forcing me to use Ai hahax

tts gd since my Ai is weak hahax.

saw tt yellow doraemon with a pair of ears? my gosh i want it!!!!

where can i gt it ??

exhausted

2008-10-13T08:28:00.000-07:00

today's 13th Oct
something really BIG happened.
i dunno i dun feel anything at e moment when i noe abt it.
but now i feel so tired & sad & jux down la...y isite like tt? everything n every time.
i jux dun feel like facing it at all but wat to do..this is part of my live. where can i escape to??
haiz....tired, tired, really tired. the kind of tired tt no matter how long u slp u will still feel tired.
its nthing abt sch alright dun worry ppl.=)

n i regretted fr not eating my lunch. okie i learn my lesson k my frens hahax. i gt a stupid gastric today all thx to skipping lunch. but oso cant blame me sia, i ate a heavy breakfast at 8.30a.m n lunch time is at 11.30. how can u expect me to eat ? n after 1 no more break best of the best, n there comes my gastric TT.

n after work i went back home to hav dinner wif mummy (pretty late dinner), n i'm surprise tt i dun feel like eating. no appetite at all.
so was it really becuz i'm full or was it becuz i hav no mood to eat? haiz wateva la.

n something tt i'm happy abt today is i realised tt i finally let it down, finally!!!yeah!! hahax jia you lor mei mei, u can do it hahax. i'm sure this term will be a brand new one =)) chiong ba my frens =))

2008-10-09T05:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! =)

wait fr bro to come back on sat den celebrate...
n lucky i bought the present in time heex :)

nice? heex the completed one. hope he likes it :]

2008-10-05T10:32:00.000-07:00

wha finally made my choices fr GEMS. look through the list agn n agn. maybe its no tt diff but i wan those easy easy one den can score one n no nd to take test one u noe u noe hahax...so choosy. yes! I've made my choice hahax. this time rnd i really hav to say tt I'm blur, i tot tt we hav to ___ to apply gems... ok sry ppl i really hav to admit tt i'm blur yet i dun wanna reveal too much hahax its a secret rite, jy? hahax.

seems like i hav not been using Internet fr abt a wk hahax..sooo many emails... anyway i've been making a surprise present fr my daddy yeah =)). He was saying tt the cap my mum bought is too plain n he wanted me to design it..hmmm n i rejected cuz i scared later he won't even dare to wear it hahax. howeva i'm sure he will like this one tt i've been working hard on it hahax since my bro says 'not bad' wha tts a compliment hard to hear from him, really. He oways says 'chui', i was surprise tt he says not bad hahax. tt was jux a surprise fr him, the real represent is a wallet heex haven buy yet wow wat a last min worker i am. buying it wif jy on tues, no shopping cuz i'm broke sobz TT.

ok these r half done (needle n tread still there hahax)...i haven upload the solo pic of the cap heex

heex nice?

^^
yeah cool doggy

kk tts all gdnite pic hahax =)) nite nitex

2008-09-25T10:22:00.000-07:00

happy happy happy yeah!
cuz i gt wat i wanted today yeah =)
i went to IMM n JP wif jie ying today.
n i meet heng tong outside jurong east popular while i was waiting fr jy hahax.
shock to see him.
n yea i bought a shoe at D&C..i love it, really hahax.
since my mum says if i still dun gt a pair today she wont let me in hahax.
although i wanted one from C&K but none of it is to my like..so...haiz too bad.
den i went to DANO to gt my black cardigan yeppy =)
it doesnt seems to as nice as i tot hahax dunno y but i still like it cuz its comfy hahax.
yea tts all i gt today but i'm super happy hahax cuz i finally gt to shop fr something i wanted =))
but sad fr jy le, she din gt anything cuz wat she wanted is sold out haiz =(

2008-09-18T23:45:00.000-07:00

jux realised tt i have not been uploading the pics all this while...lazy u noe hahax.
cant believe tt i'm slacking everyday hahax.☺

mei mei asked the 'aunties' club fr a shopping trip this mon.
haiz but i'm such a bad aunty tt day. my colleague called me at 12.45p.m tt day when i was on the way to bugis to meet them oready. she asked me to take over her at night, n i dunno how to reject her actually, so.... i said okie... T_T sorry aunties :(

we saw mei mei de mei mei oso...she look so diff from mei mei oready hahax cuz of the style.

okie...yea abt the GPA. haiz...before noeing my gpa, i was dam exited n was looking forward to 17th sept, but now i hope tt it haven come out yet. its a great disappointment fr me la. haiz nvm the results is out, escaping is not the way..lets face it..n work harder fr next sem..jia you !!! to me n my frens =)

oh ya before i frgt...sry di di...i hope u will be reading this post. i dunno y u cant contact me n instead some strange guy from ite.. ok anyway i still hav ur contact in my phone. sry fr not contacting u these few days cuz i'm super upset wif my gpa hope u understand...yea jux wanna be alone these few days. n i'm feeling much better now yea. nthing much urgent to find me rite? if hav den leave me an offline msg k? yea =) i'm leaving u a msg here cuz i dun see u online in the afternoon hahax..n sry ar sad to say tt i cant go online during the wkends plus tonight. tok to u on mon through msn =)

^^
hahax loook! look at beth, wat kind of expression is tt man? whhahahax

^^
this is jieying. we went swimming yeah! n sobz i become super dark la. T__T

^^
we went sentosa after we went bvss to celebrate teachers' day =)
the drink of the day BIG GULP

^^
the view is dam nice but my phone cant manage to capture the best view too bad hahax

^^
ok this is jac hahax look at his powerful action hahax we r playing volley ball la lolx.

^^
food of the day...giant poky hahax. n the navy guys from NS joined us fr a friendly match =)

^^
shi feng! go! hahax she join the navy guy.

^^
okie wooo..shld send this pic to someboby rite, peiling? hahahhax 'shi chu nan' jia you wooo hahax.

^^
hmmm...this is my last workpiece of this sem =) like 'chow da' like tt hahax.

♣♠ hey Tim! i've changed the fonts bigger hope its better n...the words r oready in black hahax maybe its the template tt i have to change hahax.♪♫

2008-09-10T09:27:00.000-07:00

oh mann~ i kana sunburn agn!!!
e worst part is i din gt it from sentosa or other beach areas but...jurong east swimming complax.
well, well...its not the first time hahax
thx to jie ying's WATER RESISTENCE sunblock which dun seems to be water resistent at all lolx but atleast my sunburn is not as bad as the last time hahax.

hmmm me n jie ying went swimming this mon n we meet up at 1p.m as usual
but the sad thing is they oni opens at 2.30p.m.
yep tt really shows tt we nv go there during the wkdays before.
so we happily waited fr 1 1/2 hrs ordering one tray of cheesefries at kfc.
ok so tts bt it. we went in n swim till 6.30+ den go home n hav our dinner =)
dam hungry.

den peini sms n tell me abt the interview at bird park on tues n she n her gd fren decided to ps me wow hahax. they hav their reason.

luckily i hav yitng to accompany me.
okie..the interview was kindda scary..seriously
its like oral exam. n now i finally understand the use of oral exam. lolx.
hmmm the pay was not bad hahax hope they will call me up soon which was wat she said (2wks).

n yiting hav an exam going on today so i hav to cover her fr work ytd.
hmmm poor legs of mine..aching oready still hav to go work. @_@
but i'm sure my pay fr this mth is veri veri de nice~ heex.

2008-09-02T01:13:00.000-07:00

i dunno y.
oni when i'm feeling down den i felt like blogging haiz.
still tt same old line...somethings will nv change.
something tt i will nv say it to anyone.
something tt is not meant to be said, i guess.

hu created words?
words tt hurts ppl's feeling.
terribly.
my ears r meant to hear nice words.
my eyes r meant to see beautiful things.
my mouth is meant to say nice words.
i cant accept the words i heard ytd.
am i really tt kind of person in XX eyes?
am i really tt mini? i tot i've done a lot.
i noe no matter how much i've done, its nthing to u.
n the little xx has done, is oways a hundred times more den mine.
i've accepted tt many yrs ago, n i dun care.
n i'm sure i din say anything tts hurts u.
i hope i will nv.
but pls stop saying any ugly words to me.
cuz my ears r meant to hear nice words.

its nthing abt love, i guess i've no energy fr tt.
i nd money badly, not fr myself.
i noe i cant help much but atleast i help.

2008-08-26T21:51:00.000-07:00

whahhahahax finally its all over.
the watercraft, video, HTI, forks n spoon.

yee pee yea yea yee pee yee pee yea yea hahahax.
hmmm seems like i'm going to hav a long n boring hols hahax
this fri i will be going back to my sec sch wif my best frens to celeberate teachers' day hahax.
den after tt we will be going to sentosa wooo...long time eva since we go out together n play.

nthing border me rite now, feel so empty hahax.
i'm in studio now...haiz boring where is siew teng n beth? ps me agn hahax jkjk
they go settle something sounds kindda serious.
haiz dun mention to me abt the HTI man, do oready like nv do like tt haiz.
but one thing happy abt today is...heex i saw quite a lot of my works on exhibition sia yeah!
efforts does pay off ? heex
dun say i hao lian k...nthing to happy abt ma.
kk staying in studio is boring, somemore outside raining dam heavily sia.

^^
yeah tts our watercraft wooo...we r proud of u yea.

^^
yep this is my forks n spoon, applying the first layer haiz den it gt worst.

^^
aiyo aunty wat u looking at? mas be some muscular guy rite? hahax jkjk

^^
oh ya almost frgt, we had a bbq on mon after the submition.

2008-08-22T06:42:00.000-07:00

cool cool our raft reached the end hahax.
haiz cant really feel totally happy cuz other grps din really manage to do it so...
kindda feel sad fr them...i'm serious ok especially his grp la..
but anything to do wif him is not going to concern me tt much oready cuz i hav choosen to giv up on him.
but still see him sadded i oso cant feel happy le.
n i realised tt my illusion is still there hahax.
crazy gurl pls wipe out all those illusion pls...
awwwww

2008-08-21T07:48:00.000-07:00

haiz nthing much to say...
i'm glad to say tt i hav finally decided to give up on him.
i jux wish tt i can stop this bad habit.
i would say it has become a habit of me to think too much...
its far tooo much.
i jux realised tt how silly hav i been this while.
thinking of him makes me depress.
looking at him....makes me sigh.
y hav i chose to make my life so difficult all this while?
jux leave it alone.
i really hope tt i can learn this lesson well.
nv am i going to repeat this agn.
cuz its not the first time.

go go grp 1 =)

2008-08-20T09:19:00.000-07:00

jiu shi wang bu diao ni...
jiao wo zhen me men fang qi ni...

i really dun wanna let u go.
n i realised tt maybe i'm really thinking too much.
today i tried not to look at u or even hear anything abt u especially ur name.
it jux makes my feeling worst.
i dunno y u r doing this but i guess u oready noe n u r trying to tell me something rite?
if tts the truth den i guess i really hav to giv up on u.
i wish i doesnt hav to but maybe i really nd to.
i really wish i doesnt hav to.
my heart...bleeds
T_T

even thought there is something tt makes me furious today n i tot tt would be the main thing of the day.
but i realised tt nthing seems more important den u to me now.
i really gave out a sigh tt is from my bottom of the heart today when i saw u.
a sigh tt let out naturally.

2008-08-19T09:03:00.000-07:00

still lazy to upload pic leh aiyoyoyo n its 12 now.
i jux wanna say out something hahax.

someone told me something of a truth but dun look like a truth to me lolx.
i jux cant believe it la.
still cant no matter how i try to convey myself.
those 'signals' tt he gave me seems to be so true.
eveything seems to be so dam true until jux now it all seems to be so fake.
haiz jux kill me man.
wat is alright to me?
i oni noe tt u makes my life so not alright.
i dun even think i gt the good things when my life is without u.
u really makes my heart ach.
really.

i wish tt i'm really tt gurl.
n i still cant accept the truth.
this is really killin me man.

if tts the truth den i'm really thinking toooooo much all this while cuz they all seems to be so dam true.

2008-08-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

haiz wat is it happening this few days sia????
everything jux dun go smoothly.
ytd i was busy fr the whole day doing assignments.
in the morning oni so much prob occur in my house haiz.
den i went to meet siew teng to pass her my part of video.
maybe tts a good walk fr 20mins to lakeside mrt station cuz tts the path tt i took everyday before i shift house. all the sweet memories popped out.
den i walk back haiz the lappy really is heavy man.
some prob at home still haven solved yet even when i reach home.
den i chong fr my water raft, one after another prob comes.
den at night i went to meet beth n teng at jurong library to do some editing stuff.
thx my frens i really glad to hav ur ard.

today.
bad bad things happen when getting to the end of the day.
i dunno wat la the discussion jux make us unhappy.
i think I'm too used to do everything on my own so........
yep sry guys i noe I'm a lousy leader, i dunno how to lead la.
maybe I'm too commanding.
i really hav to listen to ur more n giv in more.
too bad fr me, i'm really a hot tempered person i guess.
n worst happened to xx grp la....something happen tt i wanna do something abt it too.
hahhax cant say too much, its not supposed to be said hahahahax.
i still doesn't hav any clue to my question mark '?'
saddess i'm gtting crazy.
n now i realised more n more ppl r viewing n blog hahax dunno y
maybe ur can gt some secrets of me here hahax.
i better watch out sia hahax.

ps nv take any pics recently n lazy to upload.
i noe it looks rather boring cuz no pic but too bad la hahax.

breakdown.helpless.

2008-08-09T03:29:00.000-07:00

ytd.080808

wat a nice date n it shld be a nice day.
but not to me.
i breakdown.
i controlled n forced myself not to.
but when i went to toilet alone to chill down, the cruel tear rolled down my cheek.
it stopped after awhile n i'm gladed tt it stopped.
cuz i dun wanna let the whole world noe tt i've cried.
especially my grp members.
no matter how bad i felt i still hav to move on cuz they r waiting fr me to guide them.
but the thing is when i cant even guide myself how am i going to guide them???
i'm really stressed.
i gt nobody to rely on to.
not even my close frens.
i'm feeling extrememly helpless here.
n nobaody is willing to help me.
not even my frens too.
so hu can i expect to seek help from?
they still threat me like enemy even when i reached my limit to crying.
i understand, my fren.
we r in the diff grp how can ur possibly betray ur grp rite?
i nv blame ur fr not helping me.
i jux felt very helpless n dissappointed wif myself.

when i felt like crying, the first person i tot of is u.
i hope tt u can take a good look of me.
if i'm still feeling alright or not.
n i realised tt u really r.
cuz i caught a few glimsp of u looking at me.
i really nd tt at tt moment, thx my dear.
u make me feel tt there is still someone out there tt care abt me.
care about my feeling, my mood.
n those concerning words.
"aeh giv me a smile leh..."
n u noe wat? u r the oni one hu said tt to me.
thx lotz, n i really love u man.
cuz my frens dun even say tt to me.
but was tt jux a fren to fren concern?
i guess my close frens dun even realised tt i nd someone beside me badly.
when i look at ur back, i really feel like hugging u thightly.
i dunno if i've fell in love wif u.
but i wanted to tell u tt actually i've fell on u fr a long long time.
i dun wanna let u noe cuz i tot u hav gf oready.
now tt i noe u r single, i hope tt u will realise my existence.
i really nd a hug badly, especially urs. =)
looking frward to mon to see u.
missing ur cheerfulness n ur conv wif me.

2008-08-07T09:51:00.000-07:00

THIS IS REALLY CRAZY OK !!!

i slept for 1 and a 1/2 hr on tues night, this is really crazy leh. n u noe wat i was doing? MTV for VC. aiyo this is really ridiculous leh. I nv expect it to be so hard in the sense tt it is so time consuming, really! I spend 3+ hr doing it n i realised tt i oni finished 1 min. oh my gosh...wat is this mann? 3+ hrs fr jux 1 min aiyoyoyo. n the worst thing is some prob came out. Actually we did some parts in sch oready den i wanted to continue it at home la, den when i'm adding some video, i accidentally pressed something which until now i still dunno wat did i pressed hahax ok. den the best thing comes, the video n song still there but when i play the video it is not the wan i did. wat does tt means den? it means tt wat me n beth hav been doing the afternoon is all gone. so all the best to me lor n i'm not prepared to stay up fe the rest of the day ubtil this prob arise, dam sian diao sia. haiz prob here n there.

haiz n den my OC jux gave me a freak mann cuz i knew this wk confirm not my turn one den a lot of them were like saying maybe i will be presenting oso. haiz den i go rush my ppt for my oc sad sia den my marker rendering is really not very gd sia.

kk extremely tired sia. go slp le.=)

2008-08-02T03:32:00.000-07:00

hey beth n siew teng read this...

TAURUS---april 20-may20

Open up to other people's stresses today -- there's a lot going on that you might not know about yet! It's one of those days when you can make a huge difference just by letting folks know you're okay with them.

this is the horoscope fr ytd 1st aug....does it sounds quite true? hahax i think is quite true la lolx.

2008-08-02T02:05:00.000-07:00

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hahax this is isa, shafic n rendra's leg hahax

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mei mei~ she is sick sobx...but she is oways so cute hahax.

hmmmm i'm feeling quite ok leh right now. hahax
i hate the days when i feel like crying.

i jux read siew teng's blog n kindda sad fr her n beth cuz they gt some prob wif xxx.
haiz but the saddest thing is nt tt they r trapped in some problematic stuff but its becuz siew teng nv mention abt her prob to me at all n tt i cant do much help. I guess the oni thing tt i can do fr them is to lend them a shoulder to lean on wheneva they nd. haiz its really sad to mention tt u dunno wats going on wif ur fren, i really dunno la kind of make me sad right now but i guess i better not cuz i'm sure if she read this post she will feel even more vexed, right? but seriously i'm oways there fr ur ok? pls dun make me felt like i'm nt ur fren. =)

cheer up ladies! =))

ok heres something i would say FUNNY hahax. jux now mum, bro n i went to market to hav our breakfast den after tt bro went home alone, mum n i continue to 'shop'. n i realised tt i gt my pay ytd cuz today is 2nd july, woooo. whhahahax dam excited cuz i gt money to spend wahahhax oops...tt day i still complian abt no money to pay this n tt n here i am so eager to spend the money hahahax. i bet lotx of ur r like tt too wahahax.
ok i'm so sry i haven mention the part tt is funny.
ok den we went home n when i'm half way reading blogs n my mum ask me to go down sheng siong to buy eggs wif her. so we went down n spend quite a long time there BUT in the end we din gt any eggs cux we walk until we frgt tt the main purpose fr coming down is to buy egg. yep how blur r we. but lucky she remembered jux after she paid, maybe its unlucky, cuz theres another provision shop on the way, n when my mum ask the uncle how much is a tray of eggs, the uncle replied, "1.50, its very BIG. pick it up n see the BOTTOM, TOUCH it." i was like...wth, trying to be funny is it? he jux sounds like an idiot or something aiyo. its not funny at all, pls lor.

oh ya ben is leaving s'pore fr indo today. enjoy the food there k. last time u went back indo gt buy something fr wen n yun but nv buy fr me right ?aiyo~ wat a nice fren u r. maybe u doesn't really nd me as much as last time, in the sense fr help on something right? haiz tc my fren =)

haiz y do i sound like my frens r nt my frens hahax, trying to be funny la. kk i guess i shall stop here, if nt ar they will come to me very agitated jux like ben tt day ahhax jkjk. =D

n ya my convex sucks man. the finishing is horrible cuz its so dam bad tt even hanz looked fr me to ask "wat happened to ur convex?" haiz i'm so sry hanz...i din wan to dissapoint u in tt sense. but i cant help it cuz i'm too tired n i jux fell a slp on thurs morning at 2a.m n i jux happily slept till 5a.m in the morning when my mum wake me up. i noe i will shit my convex le lor. regrets la.i cant believe tt i'm slacking like shit. i'm very very dissapointed wif myself, really.

y is eveyone ard me trapping in relationship while i hav nv? haiz sometimes i really wan to experience how is it really like, maybe den i can help my frens cuz hu will consult one abt relationship when the person hav no experience at all. haiz becuz of tt the dist between me n my fren has become further, i guess so.T_T

2008-07-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

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these r the oni 2 pics i had at pulau ubin. its all wif aunty siew teng~ !

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wow... hu did this ? dam nice right hahax.

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hahax of course is me la heex. btw its a dorr ahndle ok ! NOT a paper weight TIM!

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see...hu is this ? she's a babe mannn...hahax aziza... pic taken before we went for CIP~longggg time ago.

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this is aisha wooo...she is oni pri 6 veri veri nice girl.

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oh this is my 'qi zai' the soul hahax

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hmmmm this is the final whahahax i love it.

i jux realised tt i have lots of pics in my hp tt hav not been uploaded into my com...
tt is y my pics r so ramdom hahax.

this few days i'm feeling sucks...
ppl oways says when there is once there will be twice...
i strongly agree to it.
i jux dun understand him, wat is he trying to do?
trying to be funny?
does he even noe tt i'm struggling here?
he nv giv me anything...
n here i am trying to dig out money from my own
to topup ezlink card every week
to buy a lunch everyday
to buy materials to do every assignment

the spray dun nd money isite?
the wire dun nd money isite?
the wood dun nd money isite?

u think i wat? superwomen?
i'm tired ok!
i tried my best to cope well with my work n sch
n i dun think i'm gd enough cuz i'm jux an ordinary girl
pls dun ask me to pay fr my lappy installment
pls dun ask me to pay my hp bill
cuz i'm reall struggling
if i can afford to pay those, i will
but i cant
the amount of money i earned each month is oni gd enough fr me to top up
to eat lunch
n to buy materials
pls do something to it
i dun say out doesnt mean tt i'm ok
i dun say out becuz i noe it nv do any help

i really dun understand u, really dun.
some ppl ask y do i wan to work on wed since we can make use of the time to do assignments
ppl...not tt i love money till tt extend.
it is tt nobody can help me with topping up, lunch n materials.
hu can i go to when i'm hungry?
i dun wan to own ppl money neither do i wan to be a begger
tt is the least tt i can do to help myself.

not everyone is so fortunate to gt money whenever they ask fr it.
i hav to work fr it.
i'm jux feeling a little unfair here
comparing myself to others.
complainting complianting....
haiz...wat to do ? tts my life...
its my fate.
somethimes i really jealous other ppl, how fortunate r they...

2008-07-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm feel like posting today hahax.
in a different oso.
exhausted fr the last 6 days cuz i slept oni 2 hours last sun to do my convexity vol.
n the best thing is tt when i reach sch on tt mon, i realised tt no body was as crazy as me
to stay up at night to do tt model.wooo...tt was a sigh given out of exhaustion ~_~
tt was the best thing i did ok n no body did.
n i think tt was a gd choice (to an extend hahax)to make fr them cuz no body is going to be recovering from
their tiredness like me.
it takes me 6 days to fully recharge my energy.
nvm tts not all.
i worked on wed n my colleague cant make it on thurs so i hav to cover her
n tt is y i hav to stay up till 4a.m on thurs to do my concavity vol.
the best thing is tt the outcome was like nthing
but i like it leh hahax.

wanna go watch guess guess guess liao next time den post agn hahax. =)

fell down sobz T_T

2008-06-12T22:29:00.000-07:00

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hahax the few of us taking some weird pics 2 the ecp tower

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pic taken at ECP cyclist club bbq event hahax

Soooo....long nv post oready. Its purely becux of laziness hahax. Also cannot blame me sia, the days before term break were occupied with tonce of assignments some more have to go back to studio for presentation on 1st june, really dunno how to describe lor, is dam tired but cant rest tt kind. Oh ya i still remember i kanna scolded by my mum for slping early on fri, the last day of term, cuz i haven finish doing the last assignment tt hav to submit on mon 1st june. Tt sounds ridiculous, doesn't it? I didn't have a good sleep on tt thursday and i'm just trying to help myself with enough sleep so tt i will not suffer from lack of sleep (hahax i'm just tired ok~). but the thing is i have this cyclist club event on tt sat, suppasingly it should be something to be excited about, but this presentation thingy on mon jux makes me feel tt this cycling event is a waste of time sobz. However i nv regret going for tt cycling event yeah~ cuz its fun la to me hahax. If not for something happened on tt day, it might not be as fun den hahax right? dunno wat orange guy and some guy over girl thingy hahax...

Ok it over hahax, indeed its an unforgettable day =X saddess we din gt to take any pic tt day, too tired i guess. oh ya we had this FO bbq thingy oso a cyclist club event on 10th may, i nearly frgt hahax, i remembered cuz its one day after my bdae heex. Erm the bbq... a lot of us say its not worth hahax. kindda la cux we din gt to eat much, but i ate a lot of satay hahax. one joke tt me n my fren wont frgt (i guess) hahax--we wanted to ask T something, den he was eating a stick of satay den he said," orh ur wan to eat satay ar? "---Wha its really the joke of the day u noe..u mas hear it for urself la cux he really thought we wanna eat the satay u noe..some more he eat away half of it oready lor hahax. Even his fren oso laugh at him lor, best leh really. Hahax

Den tt day, mon 9th june, before i went to bbq i accompany my mum to market to purchase something, i was shock to see the fguy hahax. At first i thought i saw the wrong person sia, really shock to find him at my house here hahax, i guess he was shock to see me too.

Den the bad thingy comes, i fell down n injured my keens sobz, during the bbq on 9th june, hahax not really when i was bbqing la hahax. Me n my frens went to rent bikes den when we were on the way to purchase some drinks at 7-Eleven, the front of my bike slip n i fell down, if u say i deserve it right, hahax i wont be angry cuz i myself think tt i'm deserve it too hahax. Den when i reached home my mum scolded me, i noe it, hahax den no one help me apply any medicine sobz hahax its alright cux i prefer to do it myelf cux it wont be so painful right? Hahax i'm a strong girl ok ! lolx

Oh ya B, thx fr offering me part time jobs k, i really need one, but all those tt u offer me to go one r all IT one lor, ps leh u noe one la, IT i cant make it de lor =( hahax.

Wha too many things happen recently, too much to say but i really have to go now, i will continue part 2 in my next post ba heex, hope it doesnt take too long to post my part two hahax, n this template i say i wanna change from apr until now still haven change haiz...

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hahax my bdae celebrate @home n doreamon

happieee~

2008-04-23T01:50:00.000-07:00

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tts me n Bethleen~at Bras Basah Art friend heex playing with the Styrofoam hat.

Mon was really a joy able day with ST, B n other guys cux we had a 'special' lunch hahax. Nothing much actually, is jux tt almost half of the 2 classes had our lunch together outside the studio, having FCx chicken rice at 2 bucks. Frankly specking its not very nice, i prefer the 1.70 one at FC2 hahax. But at least we had a gd time eating n chatting cux we dun hav to worry abt being late cux the queue r dam freaking long. Bout 7 of us were queuing up for fish n chips, n we stood there fr 5 mins or more n still nt moving forward, gtting pek chik n impatient. Den B saw HT queuing up fr the chicken rice, ah ha frgt bout queuing up man, we jux ask him to help us all da bao heex.so sry fr those queuing up behind HT la, one person queuing but gtting 8 or 9 packets wow tts a lot. Ya the table dam gd sia, the one outside our studio, lucky it drop on one side after we all had finish our rice if not the place will be dam filty.

Today was a short day, we only had 2 sessions of workshop on the chairs. Oh gosh man my chair is not very successful in the shaping, cuz my design of the chair is curvy den i hav to heat the styrene paper to shape my chair out, but the prob is i dun hav a 'pattern' to shape my chair. tts really bad. See wat i can do now ba maybe try the iron heex. tt is wat ST suggested hahax.

On the way to FC2 we bump into CM, Z n some other seniors i dunno. I wanted to wave to him but dunno y my arms jux not doing anything, maybe cuz no eye contact tts y i dun find the nd to wave? dunno. Den V say she wanna go mac so we walk passed FC2 n saw him reading a bk quite thick most probably a research bk ba. So hard working sia, lunch time still working on assessment. Chill down...

One wk nv post liao...tired n not free. actually wat am i doing now man? I've gt my undone chair, double size brickboy, frabris presentation n maniya's product drawing to do...oh gosh

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yo this is my online papercritters yea its called tootie~ hahax cute rite check it out here(before edit)http://www.papercritters.com/pc.php?page=viewer&id=14835
sry la cux this is an assignment scared later ppl sabo me ma so only reveal the before edit one. of course not tt nice la...heex

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This is titled LONELY. It is actually a drawing to express urself. I'm not lonely ok although the title of it is LONELY. lazy to say the story behind la...=)

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This is jie ying n me~ she's a 3rd yr student of SP hahax we had a very rush lunch together tt day frgt when in SP, n i was late fr the 1p.m tutorial! A few mins only la heex. lucky Edwin nv show me black face. =x

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oh yeah ! DOREAMON ! n my ELEMENT ping pong ball assignment fr the MTV. Its a mouth cant really see its a mouth rite ?ok i noe.

waiting, waiting n still is waiting...

2008-04-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

This morning go sp gt some sort of briefing den it ends really early like 10+ n we r suppose to buy the course materials this afternoon at 2p.m. sian lor i cant believe tt i hav wasted 4 hrs !!!!! i accentuate its 4 hrs ok ! queueing n waiting fr wat i wonder...buy materials only wat, wat fr. we stand n sit den sit n stand 4 hrs u noe. Actually is not the ppl doing their job slowly, the main problem is ppl from everywhere come n cut queue, is like wat we can do? bash them up? no right. we can only pretend like we nv see so tt we feel better diaox. However after 4hrs of queueing up we started to cut queue oso, hu cares man, everyone is doing it n y am i suppose to wait fr those hu came at 3p.m to grab their stuff first. Ya la of course i noe things tt r not right to do n when everyone is doing it, it doesnt mean its alright to do it. But i cant take it anymore, waiting, waiting n still waiting. Ben they all went to Taka at ard 3 to grab the stuff n call me to tell me tt they had gt all the stuff oready fine...still gt wat 10% off. OK...tt was when i'm jux half way in the queue still gt half the crowd before me. sian diao lor. cut queue cut queue cut ur feet la cant they see there were so many ppl queueing up so impatiently meh? tts really rediculars man.

kk fine stop toking abt the queueing up thing its as if i'm queueing for some concert or something. Disappointment, disappointment n disappointment...dun really feel like elaborating on this cuz this person really disappoint me. I thought he is much more friendlier den i expected but he is so not lor. frgt it la...maybe he has too many frens n think tt adding or losing me as his friend doesnt make any diff hahax. I feel tt he treat me as invinsible lor, too bad.

Oh ya one thing abt the queue, thx fr it i noe a lot of frenz hahax this is fate man. My new classmates, first met, veron, i frgt the names fr the rest man shoots, i'm so sry cuz i'm very the tired now, brain cant think.

Bro come back from army camp again, maybe tml the whole family going out shopping ba hahax can shun bian buy my shoe n jecket. vivo?dunno. Jp?dunno hahax. maybe something choke up cant go hahax diaox.

Oh ya still gt the charity thingy...sian wat result is tt??? $28.25? omg so pai sie la everyone is like gtting 60, 80 like tt. i'm so sry man, i've put in my efford but i seldom open my mouth to ask ppl la heex. tt day i thought my mood is going to gt ruin by this lady hu ask me wat is presidents' challenge all abt. erm ok...i really am not open my eyes wide enough to noe the ans to ans her..i'm so sry bout tt n she scolded me lor !!! sian la i'm doing a charity tt money dun goes to me n i kana scolded, i can only say i'm too stupid cuz if its other ppl they would hav noe how to ans her den. try thinking of an ans now as if u were ask by the lady n see if were as stupid as me to not noeing how to ans her hahax. her qns is "wat is president's challenge?"

ppl in DXDIP r so nice =) maybe the whole SP is like tt hahax except fr him hahax jkjk he is a nice guy afterall.

SP is my new sch yepe

2008-04-09T05:26:00.000-07:00

First day of FOP is on the 7th and i'm glad tt I'm not lost in the sch upon finding the building T11A hahax cux SP is really big hahax. My first day was exciting n full of energy n enthusiasm cux we hav very cheerful, realiable n responsible TL. I would say we r like their little kids following behind them so not to gt lost hahax n I'm really glad tt I hav them as my TL. Thank you so much for planning, organising, entertaining n getting us to know each other well, n they r none other den the two suai ge...Jia Yi n Chjia Mean. Tts the part on our TL. My first fren in SP is none other den this friendly preety girl called...Aziza ! She a independent girl n she always wan to make more frens, hahax glad to be her first fren in SP yeah! WE r in the same class too yoyo. Den when we were playing games i gt to noe my second fren in SP n she is none other den this cute n quiet girl called...Serene ! She is very quiet seriously cuz if u think tt i'm a quiet girl den u will think tt she is extremely quiet. Cuz she really dun like to tok, its always me starting the conversation if not we will be silence for the rest of the day. Anyway she is a very understanding girl cuz i tok to her in chinese n if Aziza would join us in the conversation, i would hav to change to english immediately cuz i dun wan to let her feel she is apart from us. Tt is when i hav to pend her qn an tell Aziza wat we were toking about so tt she can join us but unfortunately i always dun remember to ans her pending qn i'm so sorry bout tt Serene. She will nv feel tt i'm 'byes' towards Aziza, tts y i say she is a very understanding girl. Nice to meet u Aziza n Serene. Althought we r not the same class, we will always keep in touch with each other =)

Den the 2nd n 3rd day, i'm very sorry tt i'm not in FOP although i'm there hahax. My heart is not there la, n i dunno y mood swing may be or its becux i didn't hav enough slp tts y i felt gloomy. I'm so sorry bout tt cux i think i hav affected other ppl's mood as well. Ya 2nd day we hav the graffitti thing, its fun although we all hav to squeeze at tt small area n its raining. ok having fun in the rain hahax. I would say i'm a bit erm not very happy about something, actually from the painting of graffitti u can see through a person, wheater he or she is selfish, inconsiderate, understanding tt kind of thing. Some ppl jux wouldn't let others hav the chance of painting, tt is an act of selfishness to me, telling ppl to take turns but he or she would nv do, tt is something really sad to see. I understand tt once u pick up a brush u will nv wan to giv it to anothers cuz its fun painting, but we mas always think for others rite, secrefice ur fun for others who haven tried or merely hav.

Tml is flag day yohoo...i'm going to try my best to collect lotz n lotz of money...money money money hahax. Its really really early tml, so not to be gloomy tml i shall go to bed early heex n mas remember to take photos with all my dear deaar group members if can the TL oso la but i scared i will blush hahax. Actually i wanted to up load the pic of ur wonderful graffitti painting but too bad i'm tired n lazy to do it now hahax next time den. =)

i cut my hair =0

2008-04-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

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C'mon lets hav a tea break (^_^y)

Hahax thinking of it is funny. I had been thinking of cutting my hair since a wk or 2 ago, but mum says wait till when its nearer to sch start. Ok den u noe i'm a guai guai gurl so i listen to her lor hahax. Den ytd we went to the market place salon, too bad its not open n the weather is dam hot, so i hadn't gt my hair cut diaox. So this afternoon we went to the bus stop 334 hair salon diaox, the gurl say we hav to make appointment. Actually i did call them half an hour before we go, but too bad no one answered the phone. Den we gt her name card n leave for the market place salon. ok the hair dressers actually hav some problem with the pay n all, not my prob anyway but mum still wan my hair being cut ok fine so we tell the hairdresser wat we want. There were 2 ladies, one did my mum's hair another did mine. Mine isn't very friendly , n she's not very keen to do a gd jod with my hair cut lor, from the way she ans me when i tell her wat i wan. Ok nvm i can understand tt she's not in a very gd mood n i think is nt the right time tt we appeared in their salon. After all i was very mad tt she cut until its very tine n short, my fringe oso. But den later when i gt home i look into the mirror n realise its still acceptable actually hahax. Its a new look for me, more vibrant n cheerful hahax.

Den mum wanted to buy something so i walk with her there but i waited outside. It is opposite a food stall renowned for its roasted duck. The guys working there r ard 20+ young rite? hahax. There is a guy there who i had realised him for a very long time, his gt skin colour of mine, can said to be a charm guy, industrious n busy but always had a smile on his face n friendly looking(blushing *^_^*) Today is diff from the usual, they r so free today cuz no customer, they usually had long queue n if u wan to gt a roasted duck u gt to wait ard 15mins. They r so busy tt he nv had realise me, looking at him (T_T) but today was diff, his so free today, sitting down there pitting up his leg. After mum finish if wat she hav to buy n when we r about to leave the place, he look straight into my eyes, i was so shy to even look at him for the 2nd glance. Hump I really hope tt we can make frens heex. No harm making frens wat =)

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ok i noe i'm fat...anyway this is my new hairstyle twist~

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Yo suai ge! so charming rite ? our fish gt camera face sia hahax

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1..2..3 chiki ! here comes the family photo of our fishy =) so cute~

overall its still a wonderful day =)

2008-04-01T02:54:00.000-07:00

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smilex =) my doreamon cushion

MS sms me ask if I'm free from 3p.m to 8.30p.m today, ytd. Then i repied her saying ya I'm free but 8.30 might be a bit late, den she called me and say its actually her fren's fren nd to gt a person to make the hair, as fr wat reason in specific I'm nt sure but i guess it might be fr some test or something. Sounds urgent actually. But i really cant help her fr tt cuz i dun feel like dying my hair since sch starting le so sry bout tt MS =( but i was glad tt she offer me to go. So to make me feel less guilty, i tried asking ard see if i can help her out with it. The first person i had in mind was K, so i called n ask her if she wans it, but she wasn't very sure bout it so she says she will sms me later. Den when she sms me again but with a qns, i thought i shld ask MS again if the place is till available. Oops she sms says she gt HT's sis to do it liao, sianz how am i going to ans K. Hu ask me not to make sure first before she sms back to me haiz. So i jux repied her tt there's someone oready.Hu noes this morning ard12noon MS sms say HT's sis can't make it le diaox. So i ask K if she still wan to go but she say she cant make it le ok den, seems like i really cant help her this time round. I've tried to help =) at least heex.

Ok den. I went to the market place with my mum, we went to rent DVD hong kong de drama heex. Its the last 2 episode of "The 7th Day" very touching love story, love it so much but its very saddening oso hahax. Niki chow she is so pretty and the main actor he is so charming. Love the show love the actresses n actors. Next I'm going to catch the previous series, under the canopy of love heex. I guess it would be another nice show. Catch her song in here.

Ohx the SAS thingy still nt done yet but i was glad tt the office ppl r very willing to ans my call n trying to help me out with it =) thx lotx solute =) Hope tml everything all be alright, dun wanna call them out to trouble them again but if its still nt fine i would hav to trouble them again =( but at least i noe where i can gt help from heex.

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my newly bought clothes~using my 'hard' earn money hahax

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this mth's library bk heex 2 comics + one lovable bk(not a love story at all hahax)

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look at this cute turtle heex my bro's bday present from me heex cute=)

sianz y am i so suey haiz

2008-03-30T21:11:00.000-07:00

I'm really enough with logging in the SAS thingy. I've been trying for more den 10 days and changing of password for more den 5 times and yet still not successful, i jux wonder if i'm trying to login to my account or am i trying to break others account. Its really fed up u know hump. Nvm i'm not going to try changng the password again cuz i think the more i change the worst it becomes hahax. So i decided to call the "hotline" to ask for some real help. Guess wat? its lunch time now hahax wat a joke. Ok fine i will call after their lunch, as long as they can help me out with it i dun mind waiting.

Ok enough of all tt. Bro went back to his army camp ytd evening, its really sad lor, he can only come back home once a wk n is like +-24hrs. For dunno wat reason he seems to like dining KFC after he enter NS hahax so we went to KFC to dine in but without him cuz he's too tired to walk out of home diaox. Actually we wanted to go for the one at JP but cuz bro dun wanna come along so we went to the one nearest to our place hahax. Overall it seems to be a regret to hav not choosing to go the one at JP cuz its very crowded there n the cashier seems to hav some miscommunication n the chicken my dad ate wasn't to his satisfactory. Tt would be enough to make the meal an unpleasent one i thought. Oh ya oso they dun hav ice anymore so we had a regular pep with no ice, it sounds gd right cux we gt to hav more drink however pep with no ice is not "cool" enough to drink.

Here are some pic i took while nothing to do at home hahax...

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hahax these two r my best 'pet' frens hahax cute, dont they?

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heex this is my 'half done n messy' room (tok bout it in in last post)

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my newly bought notebk pc...heex twist is my trademark =)

my first post =)

2008-03-28T01:44:00.000-07:00

Its raining heavily outside now. I'm now sitting in front of the com listening to Cantonese songs. The more I do listen the more I enjoy it hahax. 10 more days to my first day of school in SP, feeling a little excited for I'm going to make more friends there, but at the same time also hope the day wouldn't come so soon.

Its 4.15p.m now. Haiz I've spent my morning creating this blog and next I have to continue with the "big contract" of my room hahax which is pasting the tape. Sobz I've been pasting it since last wk heex lazy mah, one day do one day dun do, and now i only left with 10 days to complete with the painting.

Jux now on msn MS signed in n saw her display pic, i can only say so sweet~ its a neoprint of her bf with her. No jealousy for sure hahax.

Its really very true tt time heals, i no longer feel hurt on seeing him, no longer think of him for nothing, no longer feel nervous when seeing him and no more urge of seeing him. For dunno wat reason I always feel sad tt i no longer have feeling for him but at least I noe its better now for I'm not misery to the extend tt i cried for the whole night n cant get into slp cuz my mind is full of him, his face, his eyes, his focusness, the way he walk n his smile. Its all in the past hahax but i'm really thankful to noe him, such a charm guy which girl wouldn't wan to be his gf hahax.