那天 ♥
.Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ' ♥
♥ : =) contented
HAPPY !!!
I never know it has come this far till a simple question set in.
tt moment i felt so fortunate; even if it is just a second or less.
Then i realised that happiness can be that simple.
it takes jux a second to replace with a day.
that second i felt so fortunate. =)
let the distance be shorter
let the time past slower
let our guts be stronger
let things go by itself
let me not leave my eyes off you
let you not leave ur eyes off me
let everyday be beautiful with you
let you not make me sad and disappointed each day
let you not leave me to fear
I never know it has come this far till a simple question set in.
tt moment i felt so fortunate; even if it is just a second or less.
Then i realised that happiness can be that simple.
it takes jux a second to replace with a day.
that second i felt so fortunate. =)
let the distance be shorter
let the time past slower
let our guts be stronger
let things go by itself
let me not leave my eyes off you
let you not leave ur eyes off me
let everyday be beautiful with you
let you not make me sad and disappointed each day
let you not leave me to fear
stay focus@10:47 PM
.Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ' ♥
♥ : busy... tired... busy
Have been busy with sch work recently plus the change in the working schedule have made my life going k-wire some days.
realising tt being too stress can never help is true.
and sometimes wat really is a consultation? hmmm...
and sometimes wat really is a consultation? hmmm...
i still dunno if we are on the right track or r we lacking far behind.
but for now when i finally sit down at my table n think with a clear n "non-sleepish" mind...
hohoho...there is so much that we have not done N theres so little time left to complete whatever tt we hav not yet done in the last few wks.
I really wonder if we r possible to finish them in time.
But i'm confident tt if we stay focus from this moment, we can do it!
WE CAN DO IT! =))
jia you ba!
N ya we went to changi airport last wk for bro.
n we were really late however luckily we r JUX in time.
hope the training in Thailand is no too harsh for u, bro. =)
stay focus@10:19 PM
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♥ : Thx a lot everyone !!! =)
I guess its finally a day tt i can put down everything for a moment and thank you those who have wished me on my birthday =) i noe its a bit late but i still think tt i shld thank all of them.
All DXPD ppl!
Peiling
Hui Xin
Hui Ying
Khai Wen
Jonica
Tim
Especially,
Siew Teng
Bethleen
Cheng Wen
(and all those who have sponsored =) )
It won't be such wonderful 18th bday without you all.
Thx a lot =))
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY !
stay focus@9:27 PM
.Saturday, March 28, 2009 ' ♥
♥ :
that the world is so unfair.
is only a short sentence in a conversation wif my fren to realise tt the world is unfair.
cherish wat you have n dun take it for granted, is all i wanted to say.
i dun even dare to giv a second tot to it tt it is so unfair.
becuz i noe i cannot be weak n hav to be optimistic.
now thinking abt it, it seems like the world is wonderful after all.
jia you bethleen !!! =))
is only a short sentence in a conversation wif my fren to realise tt the world is unfair.
cherish wat you have n dun take it for granted, is all i wanted to say.
i dun even dare to giv a second tot to it tt it is so unfair.
becuz i noe i cannot be weak n hav to be optimistic.
now thinking abt it, it seems like the world is wonderful after all.
jia you bethleen !!! =))
stay focus@8:13 AM
.Monday, March 23, 2009 ' ♥
♥ : a heart too small
I love holidays =)
i can sleep as long as i want heex.
n i can work whenever possible =))
I can chat on phone for as long as an hour.(its considered long for me as there will sure be lots of nagging going on in between)
i went to grad show and IT fair with my parents n ate a cup of 'high class' ice cream which we even kept the little black spoon. relax..its mend to be thrown away after use. we din steal any thing =)
Den work as usual..din get to drink ice lemon tea for a mth until ytd hahax.
Although i said that i dislike playing mind games, i'm playing it too. Its only when you experience
it yourself den you will get the answer to why people r playing it. I dunno if i'm really playing it myself but its about not telling the person how you feel about it, how you dislike the person doing it and how much you want the person to change. I just cant get it out of my mouth, and that is why i chose to keep it to myslef. I dun wan to hurt anyone becuz i care not that i dun border. I dun wan to make things so awkward that we cant face each other next time.
Now i understand why ppl are playing it, it is becuz they are still struggling whether to say or not. Sometimes it is better not to noe den to noe.
I dislike hu i'm now..struggling to get my troubled mind out.
i want to be someone hu hav a big heart to except all imperfections, to be grateful for everything i have and not, generous to give and take.
i can sleep as long as i want heex.
n i can work whenever possible =))
I can chat on phone for as long as an hour.(its considered long for me as there will sure be lots of nagging going on in between)
i went to grad show and IT fair with my parents n ate a cup of 'high class' ice cream which we even kept the little black spoon. relax..its mend to be thrown away after use. we din steal any thing =)
Den work as usual..din get to drink ice lemon tea for a mth until ytd hahax.
Although i said that i dislike playing mind games, i'm playing it too. Its only when you experience
it yourself den you will get the answer to why people r playing it. I dunno if i'm really playing it myself but its about not telling the person how you feel about it, how you dislike the person doing it and how much you want the person to change. I just cant get it out of my mouth, and that is why i chose to keep it to myslef. I dun wan to hurt anyone becuz i care not that i dun border. I dun wan to make things so awkward that we cant face each other next time.
Now i understand why ppl are playing it, it is becuz they are still struggling whether to say or not. Sometimes it is better not to noe den to noe.
I dislike hu i'm now..struggling to get my troubled mind out.
i want to be someone hu hav a big heart to except all imperfections, to be grateful for everything i have and not, generous to give and take.
stay focus@10:56 PM
.Saturday, February 28, 2009 ' ♥
♥ : poor thing to my finger
wooo...this maybe one of the worst thing tt can happen in my life.
part of my left middle fingernail chipped or fly or sanded off TT
it happened on thurs when i meet siew teng n fren to do the model in the workshop.
wosh...i wanted to thinner the piece of wood and there my carelessness cuz me this pain.
i can even see my finger tip at the moment cuz it was covered wif blood.
the first thing tt comes to my mind is to wash it under the tap.
thx to my mum hu says "is the water even clean?"
ok tts a good question. hahax
n thx Mr Soh hu helped me to stop the bleed.
thanks tt siew teng and fren were there with me if not i wont noe where the clinic is.
i wont noe how to stop crying.
i wont noe how to call my mum.
i wont noe how to face all this.
thanks a lot my friends =))
thx beth for the concern =))
sometimes i feel tt my heart hurt more den my finger.
now still doing my model..now i realise how important my fingers are.
so sorry TT
part of my left middle fingernail chipped or fly or sanded off TT
it happened on thurs when i meet siew teng n fren to do the model in the workshop.
wosh...i wanted to thinner the piece of wood and there my carelessness cuz me this pain.
i can even see my finger tip at the moment cuz it was covered wif blood.
the first thing tt comes to my mind is to wash it under the tap.
thx to my mum hu says "is the water even clean?"
ok tts a good question. hahax
n thx Mr Soh hu helped me to stop the bleed.
thanks tt siew teng and fren were there with me if not i wont noe where the clinic is.
i wont noe how to stop crying.
i wont noe how to call my mum.
i wont noe how to face all this.
thanks a lot my friends =))
thx beth for the concern =))
sometimes i feel tt my heart hurt more den my finger.
now still doing my model..now i realise how important my fingers are.
so sorry TT
stay focus@8:08 AM
.Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ' ♥
♥ :
yeppy today went to fairfield for critique or jux helping up hahax.
i dunno i dun think i've given much help for them cuz i dunno wat is gd for them...
advice? suggestions? or jux simply meeting the basic criteria of the o'lvl ?
haiz i dunno. hahax
yea going with a heart tt is hanging somewhere else.
i dun wan to make guesses anymore.
i dun wan to consider sooo much for another person anymore.
i jux hope tt i can appreciate others kindness in the rite way.
i dun wan a be shallow person.
its only when i take everyone as only frens, things will be easier n simpler.
n i will hav more sleep instead of staying up n wait for something tt will nv happen.
becuz we r jux frens =)
thx di for the advice =)
initiating...
oh ya still working on my model...in a relax stage hahax
n borrowed some bks to read.
the feeling is so nice...
love holidays =))
big thx to my lady boss =))
i dunno i dun think i've given much help for them cuz i dunno wat is gd for them...
advice? suggestions? or jux simply meeting the basic criteria of the o'lvl ?
haiz i dunno. hahax
yea going with a heart tt is hanging somewhere else.
i dun wan to make guesses anymore.
i dun wan to consider sooo much for another person anymore.
i jux hope tt i can appreciate others kindness in the rite way.
i dun wan a be shallow person.
its only when i take everyone as only frens, things will be easier n simpler.
n i will hav more sleep instead of staying up n wait for something tt will nv happen.
becuz we r jux frens =)
thx di for the advice =)
initiating...
oh ya still working on my model...in a relax stage hahax
n borrowed some bks to read.
the feeling is so nice...
love holidays =))
big thx to my lady boss =))
stay focus@8:13 AM
