exits.
.Friday, August 22, 2008 ' ♥
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cool cool our raft reached the end hahax.
haiz cant really feel totally happy cuz other grps din really manage to do it so...
kindda feel sad fr them...i'm serious ok especially his grp la..
but anything to do wif him is not going to concern me tt much oready cuz i hav choosen to giv up on him.
but still see him sadded i oso cant feel happy le.
n i realised tt my illusion is still there hahax.
crazy gurl pls wipe out all those illusion pls...
awwwww
stay focus@6:42 AM
.Thursday, August 21, 2008 ' ♥
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haiz nthing much to say...
i'm glad to say tt i hav finally decided to give up on him.
i jux wish tt i can stop this bad habit.
i would say it has become a habit of me to think too much...
its far tooo much.
i jux realised tt how silly hav i been this while.
thinking of him makes me depress.
looking at him....makes me sigh.
y hav i chose to make my life so difficult all this while?
jux leave it alone.
i really hope tt i can learn this lesson well.
nv am i going to repeat this agn.
cuz its not the first time.
go go grp 1 =)
stay focus@7:48 AM
.Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ' ♥
♥ :
jiu shi wang bu
diao ni...
jiao wo zhen me men fang
qi ni...
i really dun wanna let u go.
n i realised
tt maybe
i'm really thinking too much.
today i tried not to look at u or even hear anything
abt u especially
ur name.
it
jux makes my feeling worst.
i dunno y u r doing this but i guess u
oready noe n u r trying to tell me something rite?
if
tts the truth den i guess i really
hav to
giv up on u.
i wish i
doesnt hav to but maybe i really
nd to.
i really wish i
doesnt hav to.
my heart...bleeds
T_T
even thought there is
something tt makes me furious today n i tot
tt would be the main thing of the day.
but i realised
tt nthing seems more important den u to me now.
i really gave out a sigh
tt is from my bottom of the heart today when i saw u.
a sigh
tt let out naturally.
stay focus@9:19 AM
.Tuesday, August 19, 2008 ' ♥
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still lazy to upload pic leh aiyoyoyo n its 12 now.
i jux wanna say out something hahax.
someone told me something of a truth but dun look like a truth to me lolx.
i jux cant believe it la.
still cant no matter how i try to convey myself.
those 'signals' tt he gave me seems to be so true.
eveything seems to be so dam true until jux now it all seems to be so fake.
haiz jux kill me man.
wat is alright to me?
i oni noe tt u makes my life so not alright.
i dun even think i gt the good things when my life is without u.
u really makes my heart ach.
really.
i wish tt i'm really tt gurl.
n i still cant accept the truth.
this is really killin me man.
if tts the truth den i'm really thinking toooooo much all this while cuz they all seems to be so dam true.
stay focus@9:03 AM
.Monday, August 18, 2008 ' ♥
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haiz wat is it happening this few days
sia????
everything
jux dun go smoothly.
ytd i was busy fr the whole day doing
assignments.
in the morning
oni so much prob occur in my house
haiz.
den i went to meet
siew teng to pass her my part of video.
maybe
tts a good walk fr 20
mins to lakeside
mrt station
cuz tts the path
tt i took everyday before i shift house. all the sweet memories
popped out.
den i walk back
haiz the
lappy really is heavy man.
some prob at home still haven solved yet even when i reach home.
den i
chong fr my
water raft, one after another prob comes.
den at night i went to meet
beth n
teng at
jurong library to do some editing stuff.
thx my
frens i really glad to
hav ur ard.
today.
bad bad things happen when getting to the end of the day.
i dunno
wat la the discussion
jux make us unhappy.
i think
I'm too used to do
everything on my own so........
yep
sry guys i
noe I'm a lousy leader, i dunno how to lead la.
maybe
I'm too commanding.
i really
hav to listen to
ur more n
giv in more.
too bad fr me,
i'm really a hot tempered person i guess.
n worst happened to xx
grp la....something happen
tt i wanna do something
abt it too.
hahhax cant say too much, its not supposed to be said
hahahahax.
i still doesn't
hav any clue to my question mark '?'
saddess i'm gtting crazy.
n now i realised more n more
ppl r viewing n blog
hahax dunno y
maybe
ur can gt some secrets of me here
hahax.
i better watch out
sia hahax.
ps nv take any pics recently n lazy to upload.
i
noe it looks rather boring
cuz no pic but too bad la
hahax.
stay focus@7:17 AM
